Szilagyi

Hey, maybe Ill dye my hair
Maybe Ill move somewhere
Maybe Ill get a car
Maybe Ill drive so far
Theyll all lose track
Me, Ill bounce right back
Maybe Ill sleep real late
Maybe Ill lose some weight
Maybe Ill clear my junk
Maybe Ill just get drunk on apple wine
Me, Ill be just

Fine and dandy
Lord its like a hard candy christmas
Im barely getting through tomorrow
But still I wont let
Sorrow bring me way down

Ill be fine and dandy
Lord its like a hard candy christmas
Im barely getting through tomorrow
But still I wont let
Sorrow get me way down

Hey, maybe Ill learn to sew
Maybe Ill just lie low
Maybe Ill hit the bars
Maybe Ill count the stars until dawn
Me, I will go on

Maybe Ill settle down
Maybe Ill just leave town
Maybe Ill have some fun
Maybe Ill meet someone
And make him mine
Me, Ill be just

Fine and dandy
Lord its like a hard candy christmas
Im barely getting throung tomorrow
But still I wont let
Sorrow bring me way down

Ill be fine and dandy
Lord its like a hard candy christmas
Im barely getting through tomorrow
But still I wont let
Sorrow bring me way down

Ill be fine and dandy
Lord its like a hard candy christmas
Im barely getting through tomorrow
But still I wont let
Sorrow bring me way down

cause Ill be fine
(Ill be fine)
Oh, Ill be fine

So getting an MRI on your brain totally sucks. You are in the machine for 45 minutes. And you have to have an IV....they inject dye into you but no the kind that makes you warm and tingly to wet yourself. I asked the male nurse when he was putting the dye into my iv if it was the kind that made you feel warm and he laughed and said no. so thats good.  They gave me headphones to listen to...and it was on 967 so i was in an mri machine at 9 in the morning listen to buy you a drank and songs like it for 45 minutes...not fun.


results in 48 hours or whatever........oh well.


so excited for party times tonight

Ms. jones taught me english, but I think I just shot her son
Cause he owed me money, with a bullet in the chest you cannot run
Now hes bleeding in a vacant lot
The one in the summer where we used to smoke pot
I guess I didnt mean it
But man you shoulda seen it
His flesh explode

Slow motion
See me let go
We tend to die young
Slow motion
See me let go
What a brother knows
Slow motion
See me let go

Now the cops will get me
But girl, if you would let me
Ill take your pants off
I gotta a little bit of blow
We could both get off
Later bathing in the afterglow
Two lines of coke Id cut with draino
And her nose starts to bleed
A most beautiful ruby red

Slow motion
See me let go
Well remember these days
Slow motion
See me let go
Urban life decays
Slow motion
See me let go

And at home
My sisters eating paint chips again
Maybe thats why shes insane
I shut the door to her moaning
And I shoot smack in my vains
And wouldnt you
See my neighbors beating his wife
Because he hates his life
Theres an arc to his fist as he swings
Oh man, what a beautiful thing

A junkie whine-o creep

Hollywood glamourized my wrath
Im the young urban psyco path
I encite murder for your entertainment
Cause I needed the money
Whats your excuse?
The jokes on you

Slow motion
See me let go (aaahh)
Oh yeah
Slow motion
See me let go (aaahh)
Ahhhh
Slow motion
See me let go (aaahh)
Oooh

I was hungover and looking for something to watch. This documentary was ON DEMAND and wow. It totally touched on a lot of things I have been thinking about lately as far as relationships go and the story is amazing. I cried my eyes out through the whole thing, it was werid. Its super corny but every emotion these two went through, I was feeling while watching it.



true love is this couple.


damn this cute little filmaker bitch who makes me feel emotions.

Dear Barack Obama,

 

Lol at both your names getting red lines under them even though I spelled them right. Anyway, I voted for you today. Don't fuck it up.

Thanks,
 

Anne
 

Drunk.
Wine.
Itunes downlading and reading along lyrics
not spell checking
lvoe wine
love weekened
love wririting
the ennnnnnnnnnnds
enter deep thoughts here
I love halloween
and seasons
and doin what I want
love house

So I am a democrat. No doubt about that. I may be moderate on some issues,  but most of all I am liberal.

Anyhoo---things I agree with Sarah Palin on tonight:

1. her energy proposal. Sadly, she does know about Alaska''s potential for energy and oil and it could create jobs and pump money back into the economy. Also, it is stupid to say that global warming is entirely due to humans. While humans are most of it , some of it is just the world adjusting and doing random things, as it has been doing since the beginning of time

2.her black outfit, sexy!

3. I was expecting her to bomb tonight, and while she says next to nothing most of the time, she can debate and spit out facts just as much as bidden

But Bidden did so much better. He is more educated and fair. Obama's tax proposal is the best thing I have heard. You have to protect the middle class, it is absoutley the econmoic engine for the US and that is where third world countries fail. You HAVE to tax the rich. It has to be done. the end.

It is imporant in this election to look at both sides. I think liberals tend to block out everything else, and same with conservatives. Both sides have points, and we need to take the best from both worlds.

But I do think Palin is an insult to women and its frankly sick that she is being consdired for this postion. I also think it shows a lot of Mccains character for even picking her. That being sad, I admire her sarcasm and endearing nature. on  SNL amy pohler asked tina fey why she just gets more adorable the dumber she gets. It is true. She IS adorable, and it pains me to admit it. But trust me, I would still cut a bitch. I could type out a lot of things that are wrong with her. But my hands would hurt.


But why are they both against gay marriage?

So, this week is going to better
I am going to go to all my classes
I am going to be ok
I am going to forget about this week, esp this weekend
I am going to be happy and smell pumpkins
......And I just jinxed myself


the end.

So my teacher in Journalism II kind of asked me why I am even attempting Journalism.

This semester is so hard. Why am I even doing this?

praise all the heavens

Four days off from school--in my house with kitty and tv and harry potter

the first week kicked my ass.

SOOOO dropping Lit. for the Middle Ages.

The End.

I just watched Enchanted, and it was super sweet! And I usually don't like bright colors/happiness.

Now I have a lesbian crush on Amy Adams!! 




School on Monday-----

- The other night Tim and I realized how sad this Death Cab song is...yet how TRUE it is:


"Title and Registration"

The glove compartment isn't accurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head

Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.


God even as a 21 yr old, never get tired of posting lyrics/ reading other lyrics people post----But I will never write them on my converses

I can't even look at the new stuff about half blood prince for very long because I get wayyyy too excited . Its almost too much to take, literally.. 

SO I remember when I made the VERY sudden decsion to move back to Texas back in 2005, I listened to this song on repeat. It was and still is so true.

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.



New house tomorrow...................oh how times change.

Since I have no job....here is what I have been enjoying:

JON AND KATE PLUS EIGHT so addicting. Apparently they are super religous, but it only comes out in the show sometimes. Otherwise its TV gold.


FRANZIA CHILLABLE RED - Red wine isn't supposed to be chillable. Or taste like pure grape juice. But for five liters and 9.99, you can get a great buzz or drunk at the lake or at home


RON WEASLEY/RUPERT GRINT - re-reading the HP series nice and slow, and falling in love with the ginger king all over again (although the love never left mind you)



Yup, 21 with no job and school (bc its summer). 100 percent class. House on Tuesday :)

 hm.

so yeah. super emo today, workin thru the "emotions" I am not used to being sad. These kinds of feelings are some high school kickbacks. Anyway, it wont last long. In the meantime. this bright eyes song really helpt me:

"Cleanse Song" (which i listend to in my bath...apprioate)

Hear the chimes, did you know that the wind when it blows
It is older than Rome and all of this sorrow
See the new pyramids down in old Manhattan
From the roof of a friend's I watched an empire ending
Heard it loud and long the river's Om
Time marching on to a madman's drum

Don't forget what you've learned all you give is returned
And if life seems absurd what you need is some laughter
And a season to sleep and a place to get clean
Maybe Los Angeles, somewhere no one is expecting
On a detox loft through a Glendale Park over sidewalk chalk
Someone wrote in red, "start over"
So I muffled my scream on an Oxnard beach
Full of fever dreams that scare you sober
Into saltless dinners

Take the fruit from the tree, break the skin with your teeth
Is it bitter or sweet? All depends on your timing
Like a meeting of chance with the train station glance
Many lifetimes had past in a instant reminded
Of a millstone house in a seaside town
When your heart gave out in a mission bed
So your wife gave birth to a funeral dirge
You woke up purged as a wailing infant
In Krug Thep, Thailand

Hear the chimes, did you know that the wind when it blows
It is older than Rome and our joy and our sorrow


Ive had some cocktails. we all float on. the end.


kisses to keri.

 I 
don't
have
a 
job
anymore










make a plan to love me

sometime soon.

Haven't written in awhile, been super BLUE lately

Lots of jobs have fallen through the cracks

no money

sad
sad
sad

and

fat
fat
fat

time for happy time.  Maybe.

Finished reading Celebrity Detox yesterday. It is awesome. I love Rosie and don't care what you haters say. If you read the book you might understand more. But first you would have to open up that closed mind of yours....


Mondays are blah. I have a lot of studying due to mid terms this week and shit. I lost five pounds though! So i must hit the Gym! I owe it to Slim Fast



I went to Memorial dinner for Dusty the cat last night. Memories and at the same time nothing at all....But i love my WAM buds. That much is for sure.

So Just getting ready for our keg party tonight...bound to be interesting! I made suprise halloween gift bags for everyone. Tomrrow is Bryans Birthday! Hoorah on him!!

Yayyyyyyyyyyy